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i already have a decision in mind.. and i m going to follow it.. for those whu care.. thanks alot.. i appreciate it.. for those whu don't.. i dun give a damn to u at all.. =) smile always..

home dae~

stayed home for the whole dae as usual.. change my blog back to the old one.. could not be able to find a nice blog that suits my mood now.. just felt so invisible.. never mind.. i will get used to it.. it's just a matter of time.. :)

yesterdae.. to my surprize.. i got my keyboard fixed.. hehe.. just saved 220 bucks.. *phew alright.. back to bed.. have to work later..

tiring dae..

having been blogging for a long time.. actually do feel bad after my last 2 entires. but we can regret wad we did. i saw some changes in sch. ppl wise too. i take it. if it has to be like this. then i have nothing more to sae too. i accept it. be happy. that is all i wish now. everyone.

first dae of sch..

todae is the first dae of sch.. the lesson was.. erm.. boring as usual.. after sch.. went on a ride in calvin's fren car.. calvin's driving.. seriously i dun really trust his skill yet.. but.. he was a real gd driver.. :) really enjoy when he is driving at 100km/h.. haha.. i m not sick okie.. just like the feeling.. after that went shopping with ah ger.. haha!! we bought quite alot of stuff.. she sure is my best shopping buddy.. about a lace spag top, a shirt at blossmz.. believe it or not.. the both of us spent 84 bucks there.. and we manage to become their member.. hehe.. i bought a bag too.! and i like it alot.. =)

after shopping.. we went to jerry's place for majong session.. as usual i lost again.. nothing to be surprize.. hehe.. dear is the big winner.. as usual too.. haha.. waiting for the dae that i could win as much as him.. hehehee.. went home around 8+ and ate dinner.. too tired to do anything le.. nitez all..

from the bottom of my broken heart.......

at least till now.. i never regretted having a fren like u zhixiong.. its just that i dun understand.. there are alot of things that i dun understand.. can't find anyone to tok to too.. whu will be inerested to wad i sae.. except for toni.. but sometimes somethings he just wun understand though he tried..

i changed.. i dun agree with u.. u think that i have changed becoz u change the way u looked at me.. thats y u sae i have changed.. if i realli changed... than that is becoz i wan to protect myself.. maybe if i m not with toni.. then things wun be like this.. but he is realli a gd bf.. at least to me.. ppl just can't accept the fact.. they will onli treasure stuff when they are gone... its has always been like this..

seriously.. if the bond between u n me is so weak.. then wad kind of frens are u all.. the next time u see mi in sch.. please act as if u dunno me.. not even a hi or a smile.. thank you very much.. maybe u have to make a choice between 2.. but i dunno y u all just can't spilt the time equal.. forget it.. everything has became history to me.. i turned everything into memories.. the times we shared together.. the stuff that we do.. just hope that my stm wun work so fast... thanks for the times all of you shared with me.. i appreciate..

maybe... maybe i m just a person with bad character, bad attitude and treat u all like shit.. maybe thats y u all are leaving me.. if they all sound like excuses to u.. then close this window.. bye...

my thoughts.

whuever is reading this now.. can hate me.. i dun give a damn.. just remember this.. YOU ppl force mi to take this step.. ppl with weak heart.. dun read.. coz it will coz u to have heart attack.. i m not me now.. i dunno y i will write his stuff out.. but since its written.. no point delete it away................ dun sae i never tell u............................

everyone noes from 3t03 noes wad happened to me n kong sing hao.. maybe ppl outside this class knew it too.. i dun give a damn.. listen up.. i have had enuff of ur crapz.. i dun wan to tolerate any more of ur nonsense.. now i can't join the class for activities becoz of u.. if its not becoz of the class.. i wun tolerate till now.. but no more.. i wun care about how u feel anymore.. u r just acting immature.. if u still wan to be a baby boy, then go home n hide behind your mum..

u ppl out there.. dun think that i m joking.. dun think that i m mad.. all of u onli think for one person.. come on.. with a relationship dun work.. TWO parties get hurt.. not one!! where are all my frens when i need them. disappear! for wad reasons. coz i hurt someone else feelings?? use ur brain n think.. if he didn't hurt me.. for wad reason i wanna break with him!! just becoz u all dun like toni.. then u all can simply treat us invisible.. wad where u do if u were in my shoes.. i kept quiet not becoz i admit that i m in the wrong.. its becoz i dun wan to cause any trouble.. u ppl dun appreciate.. then dun sae that i m mad..

so kong sing hao.. r u happy now.. all my frens are by ur side.. is that ur motive?? u should be very happy right.. ba zi ji de kuai le jian li zai bie ren de tong ku shang.. so clever.. its okie.. do wadever u wan.. u will get ur retribution.. just wait n see.. no matter how hard u pray to ur god.. u also wun get his blessings coz u did too much evil things..

Attention!!!

when someone didn't ask for your suggestions, then shut that damn mouth of yours. you will get scolded for no reasons. when someone u noe or duno toks to u, then best way to answer them is the keep slient. dun care if they sae u have no manners a not. just shut that damn mouth of yours. whatever u sae, u will get scolded anyway.

ridiculous. if u dun like to tok to me. then shut ur bloody mouth up. that applies to everyone except for those who are still nt in my blacklist. i m NOT going to treat anyone nice anymore! i mean wad i sae. i dun care how u think of mi now. no more miss nice jiawen. try me n see wad u will get. i make sure u get back 100 times worst then wad u did to me. dun even think of asking mi wad happen...