things that i found out..

i found out that i m kind.. kind enuff not to sae things that are going to hurt.. truth are not pleasure to hear.. but i have my patience.. and its going to reach.. if i were to burst everything out.. its going to make u deaf..

now i understand why they sae people judge you from surface.. i have tested out an experiment and it works.. i have this conclusion that guys are realli jerks.. doesnt mean gers are gd too.. but sometimes guys just dun choose to listen to wad people sae.. they have this problem that they think they are always right.. whu cares..

people.. stop asking if i like anyone.. in fact.. i dun like anyone.. i love someone.. whu? let ur imagination run wild..

没有你

早上醒来
就是拿起手机
半梦半醒的望着银幕
希望有你发来的简讯

寂寞深夜
还没你的消息
我躺在床看着天花板
好希望有你在我身旁

没有你 就像没了空气
没了活下去的意志力
没有你 就像没了感情
没了对人的七情六欲
没有你 就像没了彩色
没了七色彩虹的存在
没有你 就像没了听觉
没了可听的美妙音乐

没有你的日子
我会学习好好的度过
你永远会是我的最爱

~雯~

bad bad bad

Feeling very tired everydae.. maybe i dun have enuff slp.. i not sure too.. lazy to do work, lazy to study for exams.. something is wrong.. but i dunno wad is it.. haiz.. whu is there to help mi.. ='(

I am having this weird feeling.. that i m going to lose someone i love again.. i dun like that kind of feeling.. but i cant stop it too.. haiz.. am i really unlucky or wad.. haiz.. too buzy with lots of stuff. but i cant manage my time well.. cant blame anyone.. its me and i noe... never mind.. zi shen zi nie ba.. ='(

someone cheer me up please?

Credits to Yiep Soon

Bestest fireworks so far.. =) i love fireworks...!!!

我爱你。

三年前，你离开了我。我知道也了解那不是你我可以做的决定，可是为什么要那么突然。我没做好心里准备，到现在还无法相信。

今天，我到了那又熟悉又陌生的地方找你。看着你，我眼眶红了。有好多话想对你说，但又不知从和说起。我就静静地在一旁看着你，脑海浮现好多画面。嘴角弯了，脸露出了笑容。天突然吹起微风，泪滑落我脸颊。已没人听我诉苦，与我分享快乐。

看来我只能放手，把你当成我最美好的回忆。只想让你知道，我不会忘了你。

永远都不会。

~雯~

等。。。

天快亮了，我还守在电话旁，等着他的电话，但始终没响。我到底在苦等什么，我自己也不知。反正都等了八年，再等几个小时又如何。

我陪你经历过酸，甜，苦，辣，但你始终不会喜欢我。为什么，是我没魅力吗? 还是我真的一点也不温柔。问题到底出现在那里。我可以容忍你的过去，应为我了解你和她那段刻苦铭心的爱情。你心里也很明白我对你是什么的感觉，但为何你就是不肯接受。每当我想起我们的过去，眼眶一定湿湿的，眼泪随时会掉下。是悲伤的泪，还是欢喜的泪? 我也不晓得。

经过那么多段感情，我还以为我可以把他从我记忆中删除。但我错了。我承认大部分的感情都是因为无法把他的影子从我脑海中删除而分了手。我是傻，很傻，但我很愿意。我也会傻傻的等他接受我的那一天，傻傻的守候在他身后。我知道我这一生是不会忘了他，也没人可以取代他在我心目中的地位。

因为我爱他。

~雯~

Shopping~!!

late for wisp lesson coz went to the wrong class.. lesson was alright just that i almost fall aslp.. haha..!! after class went shopping with meng kor.. didnt expect that i will buy anything.. i got this real nice skirt from G2000 at onli 19 bucks..!! and a shirt at 25 bucks.. not bad right.. hehee.. if it is not on promotions.. then i think the total price is 100+bucks.. =P i m just lucky haha..

potato visited the rights pizza todae.. he made a pizza too..!! the taste was alright.. but its just too hard.. haha..!! he is so proud of his pizza.. so do i.. i m proud of him too..!! but there is just something that i dun understand.. why he cut a pineapple head after he made a ham&pineapple pizza.. weird right.. haha..!! maybe they dun have enough pineapples.. =X

i wanna be a princess too~

i wanna be someone's little princess.. =)

dun realli know they this thought came to my mind.. maybe becoz of bear bear ba.. haha..!! he told mi he haven found his princess yet.. so dun have anyone to acc him watch fireworks.. while.. ur princess will come.. maybe not now.. =) so am i.. i will be waiting for my prince to come.. no matter how long it will take.. i will wait.. =) so.. any takers hahaha..!!

0326 am

its three thirty in the morning.. i never felt so useless before.. never.. someone tell mi what i m suppose to do.. it realli hurts.. when someone u love need help but you just cant do anything.. i dunno wad to sae to console.. i dunno wad to do to make u feel better.. i realli wan to help.. in one way or another.. but.. i noe very well that i cant change anything.. just cant.. coz i m wang jiawen....
这一秒我哭了。

*yawns*

Nothing interesting happened todae.. haha..!! spent most of my time waiting.. so i watch 2 movies hahaa..!! 警察故事 and Wet dreams 2.. haha!! lucky i didnt watch wet dreams in the cinema.. *phew but i have to admit it was entertaining.. hhaha.. thats about all...

i wanna sing k i wanna sing k i wanna sing k i wanna sing k i wanna sING!!!!!!!!!!!

The moment of my life..

I cant believe this is happening to me.. Cant saw it out here, sorry..!! coz if i do.. ppl will be toking behind my back again.. u wan u can come n ask me.. hehee.. hope my mummy is proud of me for the first time.. hope someone will be happy for me too.. hehe..!! maybe its just pure luck or wad.. whu noes.. then i hope my luck will never end.. =) haha!! canot likedat!! must be contented.. hehehehehe...

suppose to meet meng n neng tomolo.. but neng have to work.. argh.. which means i cant go out again.. sad.. whu wans to sing k with mi.. u must have great tolerance coz my singing sux!! hahaa.. they canot choose becoz i m the smallest.. haha.. haix.. i think i m fated to watch superstar every wed n thurs ba.. coz 老天wans mi to learn more n join superstar next year!! hahaaha...

till just now.. i realise.. why my expectations for guys its so high.. all thanks to that mr somebody.. everydae tell mi how gd he is.. makes mi wan to have a bf like that.. argh!! 你这个笨男人！go find something else better to do lah!!! hahaha!! must change my mind set.. must change must change must change... ....

Sweet memories..

Happy Birthdae Singapore!!!

Watching the parade now.. All the sweet memories of npcc lives float back into my mind.. i wan to do marching again!!! i wanna shout commands again!!! kawalan kehormatan masok baris!! haha!! okie.. i should calm down.. =) the perfect bang, perfect marching, perfect everything.. i wanna go back to secondary sch life.. =) shouldnt have be so lazy.. haha.. should be come CI then wun be regreting now.. haha.. new town need WCIs?? i m free.. hahaha!!!

btw.. i think the parade commander so so onli.. shh.... dun u think so too.. haha.. for those whu never take part in parade b4.. i can tell u.. the waiting time is very torturing.. u cannot move at all!! if not.. u will sure become the center of attraction.. haha.. so tiring!!! poor them.. haha.. 要懂得怎样苦中作乐。

i feel so stupid... i have the tickets to the national day parade.. but i dun wanna go.. stupid right.. haha.. i dunno wad i m doing.. so forgive me.. hehe.. too lazy.. wanna relax at home.. lie on the chair and watch from tv.. isnt it a better choice?? *winkz i believe there is always a next year.. hehe..

forgive mi for not blogging.. hehe.. i will try to make out.. bleh.. gonna change a blog link.. i will be back..

烟花照亮了我的心

今天本来是要看烟火的，可是姑姑把时间搞错了。好伤心！ 但也没办法。十四号再去看，我一定要看到。=) 突然想到F4的一首歌...

烟火的季节

歌手: F4

你微笑的眼我看到无数晴天

吻你的脸的那一天

拥有全世界

未来是一个圆圈

在你我无名指之间

为我们诺言来加冕完美的句点

要把你拥进我外套的里面

为你挡风雪

让你靠在我的肩

分享每一个明天

牵你的手去感觉烟火最迷人的季节

照亮幸福的瞬间

好让我们看的更远

牵你的手去感觉烟火最迷人的季节

点亮生命的一切

绽放我们的喜悦

在爱你的每一天

~烟火照亮了黑暗的天空，我就靠在你怀里，一起看着那美丽的夜。时间仿佛停留在这一刻。~

很有意思吧。我好希望好希望可以和我爱的人一起看烟火，一定很浪漫。好希望它会实现！但我了解我最爱的人爱的不是我。没关系！他开心就好。=)